August312014
August242014

I went into my gig last night very trepidatious, convinced (especially after our afternoon rehearsal) that it was going to be a disaster and we’d play shit music to an empty room. Somehow things came together 5 minutes before we went on… And as a result I had an amazing experience and left the stage on a high I haven’t gotten from performing in a long time.

Probably helps there was actually a crowd too… I’m very keen to repeat the experience.

August222014

I’m confused… But not really. Just fucked it up again.

7AM

This has been a complicated day. A 24 hour extension of the complicated life that I have created for myself. But every day brings with it new hope and ambition, for ideas I had today, I have never had before, nor will I again.

But I feel like I am getting closer to the point where something will stick.

August202014

Yesterday G went for a new job at Myer, and found out 4 hours later that she got it… Pretty proud of her, apparently she knows how to interview well, plus our household is rapidly adding to the stores where She can get us a discount. Turns out looking good in interview attire isn’t all She’s good for. With six jobs between us though, I feel like we’re competing for ‘most casual employee of the year’.

August182014
August132014
I don’t often put photos of pretty shit on the internet, however I saw this picture and was actually blown away by its beauty. So in addition to sitting on my desktop it can sit here.

I don’t often put photos of pretty shit on the internet, however I saw this picture and was actually blown away by its beauty. So in addition to sitting on my desktop it can sit here.

August122014

I don’t want to say that I’m amazing at writing essays.

But if I said I wasn’t I would be lying

So in the name of honesty I’ll say it…

I’m amazing at writing essays.

August92014
“Is there actually enough money in the world for everyone?”

-Georgia Williamson 2014

kikinitonome

July242014

Just finished doing up my calendar for the next 6 months. I’m going to be stupidly busy but hopefully it will be a lot of fun. Good mix of work, fun and in-betweens.

June262014
kikinitonome:

decided to try the spa bath at my new house
my body is ready. 

Not a bad house to live in if I do say so myself

kikinitonome:

decided to try the spa bath at my new house

my body is ready. 

Not a bad house to live in if I do say so myself

June242014

Today I felt a way that I haven’t felt in a long time, and it scared me a little bit. Somewhat humbling experience to be reminded that for all your higher thoughts and understanding, the simple fact of your humanity cannot be ignored, and sometimes your brain reacts in a way you don’t want even when the cognitive part is telling you that it’s a bad idea.

The sickness and raging headache I’ve had since last night probably hasn’t helped, but excuses are simply ways to avoid bettering yourself, and in the end I need to better myself for both the people I care about and for myself.

I am, however, very grateful to my closest friend and family for understanding despite the impact on them, and this inspires me to be even better in the future.

Sorry though

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